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Changing Tides.....

Gusting winds, breezing souls feel brazen
Gushing tides, making heartbeats awaken
Warm rushes of volatility raking nerves abreast
My heart gallops, feeling the Bounty Hunter thrill

Time has changed so much, with time
Time has fleeted so much, with time
Time has past, making history with glimpses
Time is awaited, lining hope with dew and diamonds

All forsake the thoughts of today 
Untainted focus on thoughts of tomorrow
Unspoken emotions on thoughts of yesterday
All forsake the thoughts of today, priceless today

Molten minds, churning out plans
Pulsing heart, painting out dreams
Insatiable gut, steadfast in belief
Eyes on tomorrow, unfailing devotion 

My feet sunk, in sands of time
Tingling my toes, tangling my mind
I stand alone, thoughts unknown
I still stand alone, unravelling my thoughts, unknown.....

Sometimes

Sometimes at night, when I look to the sky, I start thinking of you and then ask myself, why? Why do I love you? I think and smile, because I know the list could run on for miles. The whisper of your voice, the warmth of your touch, so many little things that make me love you so much. The way you support me, and help with my emotions, the way that you care and show such devotion. The way that your kiss, fills me with desire, and how you hold me with the warmth of a blazing fire. The way your eyes shine when you look at me, lost with you forever is were I want to be. The way that I feel when you're by my side, a sense of completion and overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, that all involve you, the possibilities I see and the things we can do. How you finish the puzzle that lies inside my heart, how that deep in my soul, you are the most important part. I could go on for days, telling of what I feel, but all you really must know is my love for you is real

An Indian Princess

When she was little her father said, "You're a Little Indian Princess so fair, so true, you'll know your Knight, he'll come for you. " But in her early life, pain fell hard and fast, she thought how for sure her Knight was in the past. Her years were long and hard, times of love fell short of true, until one day she met her Knight, now those sweet dreams have come true. The love they share is warm and sweet, she's still mystified, how he swept her off her feet. Her love for him is good and so true, words can't express the love she has so endlessly, so sweet, so new. Her White Knight did come for her, her fathers words were true. The Happy Ending came at last, her long sadness is in the past

Life's journey...

Through the journey in these little years...I have discovered myself over and over again. And each time I find myself turning more beautiful...in mind, in habits,in thoughts, in nature and in body. Growing, by far has come to me as the most beautiful experience of life...and here is how I see myself today... She can kill with a smile She can wound with her eyes She can ruin your faith with her casual lies And she only reveals what she wants you to see She hides like a child But shes always a woman to me I have always loved these lyrics...just never realized I would be them one day...or they will become me today!
For everything you have missed, you have gained something else, And for everything you gain, you lose something else. Its about your outlook towards life - you can either regret or rejoice.
We make them cry, who care for us, We cry for those who never care for us, And we care for those who will never cry for us! This is the truth of life, strange but true!

Destiny...

Days to months had passed, all alone My heart was sad and tired, so forlorn Hope was swept, tears had dried I had matured in mind, past cried In my mind I had your smile In my heart I held your eyes In my hands I felt your warmth In my eyes I saw you mine, afar All dressed down, tired lonely nights I walked in alone, no one in sight Smoking away puffs for company Looking around at life passing away You saw me standing, searching You looked deeper into my soul I walked away, you let me go Oh what was that, feelings so slow? Waiting, hoping I‘ll stop by your side Anxiously you took the chance I looked at you, you looked at me Lo! From the dust, destiny rose One moment you waited, breathlessly Hoping I would walk back to you Fierce eyes, looks of appeal, silently You startled me, touched me, deeply Time flew by, chitter chatter pitter patter We stood we talked I smoked you laughed I befriended you, that moment was gone We had crossed the line, holding eyes And Destiny was made... May 25, 2006....Me to Jaan...9:58:11 EST

As Long As You're Near

The first time we met, I could see, That you and I, were meant to be Your eyes were so gentle, your smile so true, When you first held my hand, I just knew The first kiss that we stole, at the top of the stairs The weeks of hiding, from everyones stares We danced the waltz, alone in the night The weeks of passion, that was so right Now the time has gone by, through laughter and tears, These days I shall cherish, for years upon years Those memories we have, shall never fade, For those are the steps, that we have made That was the past, the future is near, I anxiously wait, for what will appear New life, more laughter, and perhaps children so dear, Everything will be wonderful, as long as you're near. JPE to Princess

Reasons...

Its a new world; It feels so different I am close to what I wanted Yet so far away... Its fun to be here Walk on the red carpet But there I feel lonely again Walking by myself... Everyone seems new All is so cautious Thrilling as it sounds I dare not trust anyone I'm in a new world Longing to feel safe Cuddling up against him And he tells me I know you can... July 15, 2005 My new role at NCO...Career change at this time...this is a pure gamble !!!

If.....Special moments....Jon to Me

If... If you are a flower I am your smell. If you are the sky I am your moon. If you are a bee I am your wing. If you are a tree I am your fruit. If you are the rain I am your drop. If you are the grass I am your freshness. If you are a mountain I am your river. If you are the rainbow I am your colour. If you are the fire I am your wood. If you are the sea I am your water. If you are the sun I am your light. If you are my dream I am your imagination. If you are a dove I am your messenger. If you are a cake I am your chocolate. If you are the seashore I am your sand and shells. If you are the clock I am your time. And all because I love you I can never ever describe what this means to me.....But I know this I'm a better person today....Because You Love Me.....Thanks Beloved....

Something that made my day....Thanks JPE

Daydream Whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you. I day dream of you, in a faraway land; embracing me tight and holding my hand. Holding my hand, and touching my face. Just you and me, in this peaceful place. In this peaceful placea pristine river flows. Where the unicorns run, a breeze always blows. A breeze always blows and sings of a song; our love in a place where you're never gone. Where you're never gone is as it would seem, from dusk until dawn, whenever I day dream. And whenever I day dream, and day dream I do, in my secret garden, I day dream of you. October 14, 2004.....From the first set of poems Jon penned for US.

You & I......Story Of Jon & Me....

You and I You and I In this beautiful world Like two lonesome souls With no one to hold You and I In this beautiful world You saw me walk past And just stared…lo behold! You and I In this beautiful world Shared our first secret kiss Never ever to be told You and I In this beautiful world Went for a quiet date And lost all control You and I In this beautiful world Opened our souls out Saying all that could be told You and I In this beautiful world Owned up our body and heart Promising never to be sold You and I In this beautiful world Have been touched with warm sunshine After years of being so cold You and I In this beautiful world Walking along life’s path Holding the promise of tomorrow You and I In this beautiful world Whether we meet or not, we‘ll see This story of You and I, will always be told. October 15, 2004

You.....From Jon to Me

You are friendly, kind and caring Sensitive, loyal and understanding Humorous, fun, secure and true Always there... yes that's you. Special, accepting, exciting and wise Truthful and helpful, with those beautiful brown eyes Confiding, forgiving, cheerful and bright Yes that's you... and now my main light. You're one of a kind, different from others Generous, charming, but not one that smothers Optimistic, thoughtful, happy and game But not just another... in a long chain. Appreciative, warm and precious like gold Our friendship won't tarnish or ever grow old You'll always be there, I know that is true I'll always try to be here... always for you. You make no commitment from pains of the past Never believing you will find a love that will last I need to help you as much as myself My only request… is you forgive yourself Written for one princess to another….

My Feet

My Feet I am 32, 32 I am Never have I looked at my feet The way I look at them now and again The first time I crawled Out into the daylight, Wiggling my toes, holding them tight Kicking around ready for the brawl They kept getting bigger As the years went by Till I felt the best thing Was for them to hide They gave me company Everywhere I went They danced me around Even when I was 180 pounds I kept them covered In shoes or moccasins Oh man! They could be lethal If I were an assassin Life moved on, from 20 to 30 I moved on from perky to daddy Every time one came, I looked at the toes Every time one came they reminded me my own Never had I known, toes could feel so good That day I knew what they really meant She rolled down my legs, slowly all wet Plopped on my toe, soaking it dead Numb went my feet Wriggling in ecstasy, I quivered in her wet She cried in fantasy I moved, she rocked She dived, I shocked Up and down, back and forth Teeming the heights, all around My feet were divine They felt so good Shocked and confused Seemingly I looked… I am 32, 32 I am Never will I look at my feet Remembering her over and over again. Friday, September 15, 2005

Beautiful

Beautiful You watched me jaded and armed You saw me in all your calm You felt me my smell my skin Feelings leaving you all tingling For days and days you thought All of these dreams within; Attraction You gather the courage, as do I We take the step to cross this line It starts with feeling soulful friendship Journey’s for days, such hardship Wording the bridge, the first touch So soft, so sweet, all for a little so much The first kiss, I touch, you go You ask me if I wish some more Time is short too much to do Leaving you longing, wanting …should you? Your heart says yes, you feel it within In a pool of kisses you wanted to swim. Time flies by some hours of craze Our hearts racing, bodies ablaze Sitting there watching you work Longing to be your piece of art Slowly we melt into our temptations Our first steps on the journey of destinations I” ll cherish always walking besides you Holding souls, through the maze We walk inside, wondering, terrified Groping in the dark, would you take the first step? We stood we kissed, we felt it fall away No fears anymore, the time was there. I touched you shivered, You touched I quivered It moved from soft to wild Naked passion nothing to hide Those kisses of passion, sweet caress Leading to the final moment of liaison We look around, where do we start? No lights cold ground, yet too tempting to part You lock the door just in case, Walk into my arms, breeze through our face The passion deepens, you feel my neck I am hesitant to kiss, least the mark stays Hopelessly we fight for control Don’t stop! Oh don’t, hold just hold We move around touching, knowing Finally resting to make up our minds. Passion moves fervidly Sensuous pacing, just no rush Lo behold! Finally it comes The moment of truth, all at once Sitting there naked, in your arms Sinking your body blending in mine. Sweet caresses of nudity Sense of loss of vanity I pleasure you; you moan Melodious sigh, notes from the high You touch my breast, it feels divine Kissing it making me whine Your tongue teases my deep sense Can’t you see I’m losing my mind? You reach the depth, aahh what pleasure Your taste so wonderful soaked in my wet Kissing your senses, making you moan Chasing around in our little game. It happens then and there Like golden you fill me in We move we rock we moan we cry Peaking the heights; scared to die Laying there, head on my breast Silence, pure pleasure hearts beating together Stay don’t go, our eyes our talking Hold me just do; my heart is saying Leaving behind cherished moments Passion, desire, yearning, the lust. We met along life’s pathway We’ll stay friends along the way Never will someone tarnish the bond What can I say – It was Beautiful. September 15, 2005